43.

november 20, 2009

You speak the unspeakable phrase

I love you too

I wanna be there for you,
and be someone you can come to.

(Flyleaf – There for you)

 

42.

november 19, 2009

Why don’t you just give me a straight hint about how you feel about me?

It would be a lot easier than it is this way because I don’t really know how to treat you if that’s still unclear to me. You should know how scary it is to be in love and not know if it’s requited or not. I’m on unreliable grounds and I’m so freaked out that I really don’t know how to let you know.

That I’m in love with you.

41.

november 18, 2009

Please help me out here,

I’m a disaster when it comes to love.

40.

november 18, 2009

I only did to you for two hours how I felt you acted to me for a whole week.

Isn’t that only fair?

39.

november 16, 2009

Were you looking for somewhere to be.
Or looking for someone to do.

Stupid me, to believe that I could trust in stupid you.

(Placebo – Kings of Medicine)

38.

november 15, 2009

Hate and ignorance are both so easy.

Love takes courage.

37.

november 14, 2009

I imagine it a lot. I think about how it would feel, and not just physically of course but how it would make me feel to have such a connection to another person. The idea intrigues me, if not positively frightens me. I’m not so sure if I’d ever be able to let myself be touched by another person. I don’t think I could ever trust someone to hold something that precious, to take something that means so much to me. Not yet anyway.

When it happens, if it happens, I don’t have any silly fantasies on location or what will be said. I think that if it’s the right person I’ll just know it, despite where we are or however cheesy we speak to each other. It will just fall into place simply because it was supposed to and we won’t need to convince ourselves that it’s the right thing because it just will be.

I don’t think I’ll ever trust anyone enough to be so close to me and that hurts. I desperately want someone but I know that it’s going to take a lot for it to happen, more waiting than anything, but when it’s right it’s right and I won’t even second guess myself because there will be no reason to. We’ll just attract ourselves to one another and not even wonder why we’re so in love. I think that’s what I need. Unquestionable devotion and need. Unquestionable love.

(Cinematics – Merry Meet)

That’s so true.

36.

november 14, 2009

OMG?

sinterklaas

35.

november 13, 2009

Let’s just never think about last night again, okay?

34.

november 12, 2009

If I lay here.

If I just lay here. Would you lie with me and
just forget the world?

(Snow Patrol – Chasing Cars)